todae..22nd..a meaningful date to me..its my fav i guess..cos..its me n my syg anniversary date..=D it has been 2 month le..we broke off for 2 month le..hw am i feeling?!? quite wokie actually..given up hope in everythingy le..=D i oso duknoe y..lyke d world has turn into darkness..mayb its for me to bak off..=) duknoe wat shld i do nxt..everydae pass..c hw's does it goes n everythingy..go skul oso for d sick of study oni..last sem..aft dat i graduates oredi..if i go poly..wuld i ever find such gd fwen in ite?! dose friendly ppl ard me? dose hu care bout me..hmm..i'm wondering..somehw..in dis particular time..i feel dat i hab lose everythingy oredi..but do i feel anithingy? i feel sad..but oredi numb i guess..no feeling..nth..juz pure sadness..thinking n thinking..will i ever get u bak?! if d ans is no..wat wuld i do? go 1 side cry? impossible i guess..life hab to carry on? duknoe dat time hw wuld i feel..hmm..hope it will b fine for me..nth comes to my mind nw..i may seem hapi in my appearance oni?! hw bout d inner me, myself?! duknoe whether i'm reali hapi or juz a fake me?! i nvr xpect ani1 to read actually..juz feel lyke speaking up hw i feel..i hope i cn slp all dae long..n nvr wake up..so dat nth comes to my mind..n everythingy will b clear off..so gd rite..=D within dis 2 months?! hw're u? fine? skul werk bz..muz balance up..play soccer n rmbr to mkn wokie..dun 4get..dun juz whole dae eat a burger..i'll get weri d..=D todae, we went to bishan park for nth i guess..sae oredi lesson dere..but go dere set up for d carnival stuff..den go off le..-.-x n summo its so hot..till i cnt tk it either..sweat lyke 1 fcuking pig..but still no choice..no water no nth..idiot..hmm..but stay dere for 2 hrs..think of kampong..hahaha..d grass, mat, newspp..=X wakaka..aft dat we leave oredi..we went n tk bus..wit khai, mee, fiq, syed etc.. ...heheheh..fun aniwae..wit dem will turn crazi..realli crazi..so fun siak..alamak..aft dat we went to amk..den stay dere eat le..nt bad le..i oni eat fries n a cup of bandung..hmm..nth much..aft dat go hm..ltr gg out oredi..jon n isa oredi at orchard waiting le..jac otw i guess? n for me..i'm waiting for mee n khai le..=D dat's all for todae?!? tired of typing..n tired of thinking..wakaka..=) tired of everythingy..=,/
*Sadness Covers Up Me*