[ 12:38 AM ]
nt gd nt gd nt gd!~
nt feeling well at all.
my backbone affecting a lot thingy.
neck & upper body of mine cn break.
hais hais hais hais hais.
werk & werk.
juz 2 dae, i feel im tired lyke hell.
dis 1 wk. alamak!!!~
sewious uhs. super pain oso la.
im feeling a bit down.
duknoe y. hmm.
i mish him. i mish HILMEE!~
i sewiously do siak.
my life wout him reali bored.
wit him i feel i cn b e happiest person in my life.
wout him. im sad, but im nt alone. =))
inoe his heart place a me somewhere.
deep inside rite syg. =p i knew it!~
ytd ytd ytd!~ i think im reali tupid.
i opena wooden cover door.
n u guys noe wat?
i let go it when my head still dere.
HAHAHAHAHA!~
guess wat? e whole thingy hit againt my head.
at dat point of time, duknoe i wan to
cry or wan to laugh.
i oni noe a lot stars stars ard me. =x
hehehehe!~ funi funi?
somehw la. =x
muahahahahaahahaha!~
its still painful. gt hump oredi la.
i oredi tupid siak, nw worst. =x
wakakakaka!~
wats friends? wats friends?
anibody cn ans me?
when i was in pri skul, i lose a friend.
commit suicide. dead on the spot.
when i was in ite, receive a call.
my friend admit to hospital icu.
emergency. 3 dae ltr die.
die of blood clot. y? y y y?
i dont understand. i reali dont.
GOD. cn pity me.
cn juz pity me. dont tk my another friend.
i used to b juz a normal friend of his.
its juz hi & bye everydae.
but dae by dae. we bcome gd friend.
nw i cn sae great buddies.
but he's leaving me. leaving us.
does anibody noe dat?
i doubt so. he's a impt friend of mine.
y cant y cant juz let him survive?
y treat him dis wae. y izzit so?
tell me tell me!~
anger within me.
i dont wan my friend to leave me.
no matter wat. it hurts reali hurts.
life is short. ya i noe.
its lyke a routine.
sure gt ppl die each dae,
new babies born.
its a cycle i cn sae. but nt my great buddy?
izzit wokieee? izzit wokieee.
im sad. sad sad.
Labels: cn juz spare him a live?
